Chapter 33
Avatar
Lila (Sportive forms of Avatar)
152. 13th August, 1976.
Early morning dream: Just before awakening from sleep I noticed
that somebody held a white paper in front of me. On it I noticed a number ‘888’
along with a sentence which I could not remember. Then I again fell asleep.
After rising from the bed. I could only remember the number but not the
sentence.
Thereafter I thought—well
let me check the book ‘Dharma O Anubhuti’ and let me see what is written
against ‘888’! As soon as I opened the book, strangely I found at the first
instance the same number where it was written—from ‘Nitya to Lila’ and Lila to
Nitya’ and this short sentence, I could remember was written on the paper seen
in the dream (Nitya – Absolute; Lila – Sportive forms of God).
The explanation is
given in the book in the following way—these realizations are seen after Avatar
Lila . The seer realized that he passed through various realizations of Avatar
Lila in dreams and it is the confirmation .
Stability
of previous austerity
153.
15th August, 1976.
Early morning dream: First I saw a devotee named Bhabani Bandyopadhyaya and began to describe
to him about some of my own dreams. Meanwhile Arun Ghosh, another devotee came
there and described to Mr. Banerjee about a dream of mine dreamt on 8.3.’76 in
which I had the experience of Samadhi. I also described about my another dream
in which I had an experience of ‘Sacchidananda’ (Eternal bliss) condition and
then the dream went off.
This type of dream
confirms the stability of the condition gained in previous dreams as those are
being corroborated by narrations in later dream.
Stability
of preaching capability
in seer
154. 16th August, 1976.
Early morning dream: The scene opened with a huge hall which was
filled up with many young ones and a Christian Monk was supposed to deliver a
lecture. I was also present there. The Father, looking at me started saying ‘We
can only preach, what you have got to preach? Hearing this I became agitated
and said, ‘Who are you to preach? Who preaches? God preaches. God is within you.
You are a man. So man becomes God’. While saying this to him, I observed that
he could not talk at all. When I repeated these sentences, the Father became
depressed and saying good bye left the hall. With a great joy I left the hall.
The dream indicated
the future of the seer, when he will utter ‘God is in the body’ to anyone, even
he is oppositionist, he will not say a single word against the seer, and on the
contrary, he will be converted . In addition, the Christian world may, in
future take the cult of Jibankrishna i.e., they will realize that God is not in
heaven in the sky but within the human body.
The
future indication of
gaining the entity
of Jibankrishna .
155. 16th August, 1976.
After the previous
early morning dream, it was 6-30 A.M, I was seated on my bed and the words
‘Entity of Jibankrishna’ suddenly flashed
in my brain. I was seated with closed eyes, gradually fell into trance and
heard the voice of j
Jibankrishna from a
far distance ‘You will get my entity, you will get my entity’. These words were
repeated several times and then I got back my sense. Even the whole day my mind
did not come down from the cerebrum.
Company with
the devotees and
spiritual practices
156.
17th August, 1976.
Early morning dream: One old well reputed Doctor named Kripanath,
very much known to me with great affection hugged me and then took me to his
residence entertaining me with delicious dishes.
The scene changed .
I saw myself in Raghunath Sen’s house at Taltala, Kolkata where many devotees
were present. Khagen Ghosh with bearded
face was also seen there, but did not utter a single word. Then he began to
read his own exercise book written with his dreams. After he finished reading, I
asked him, ‘Where will you take your food?’ He said, ‘I shall take my food at
Hotel. I cannot take it in anybody’s house now’. The dream went off.
The first scene
indicates that God has His best blessings bestowed on the seer as ‘Kripanath’
means who pours His blessings i.e., God.
The second scene
shows that the seer is continuing regular spiritual practices even in dream
like reality through constant accompaniment with devotees.
Gaining
the power of preaching
157. 18th August, 1976.
Early morning dream: I met Jibankrishna, but how I did met, could
not remember although the residual effects of joy lasted long.
After a while I saw
myself saying some words on Sri Ramkrishna Deva to somebody from the core of my
heart and with the sweetest voice. After I woke up from sleep, went on thinking
with great surprise—How strange, I cannot say like this in reality!
However, the dream
indicates that the seer will have the power of speaking of God and preaching in
future, though the seer has not any intention of taking all these achieved in
dream.