Chapter – 45
Attainment of
one phase of
Austerity
208. 19th
December, 1976. Sunday.
Early morning dream: I was having discussions with a known
Lady named Uma (the name of goddess Durga of the Hindu Purana).
After a while I was offered siddhi (a drug extracted from a
narcotic plant) to drink. I drank it and at the same moment I was hearing
somebody’s voice chanting ‘come and have pasted siddhi as much as you can’t (A
song on goddess Kali) .After waking up I felt nothing about the dream. But when
I was preparing to go out for my work, I felt that really my head was whirling
just like the effect of drinking siddhi in reality. So I had to take bed -
rest. After a long time I recovered and went out.
[Here not only the effect of dream came down on the seer’s
body but also indicated that the seer has the attainment of one phase of
austerity, as to drink siddhi denotes the attainment of one phase in the
austerity . Here the effect became predominant in the body of the seer which
means that this phase of austerity will be effective within the body of the
seer in future.]
Descent of
Mahabayu or the
great life force
209. 24th
December, 1976. Friday.
Early morning dream: I
was staying on the rooftop room of my house. Suddenly I noticed that one of the
teacher of my school from his flying condition came down to me and had some
conversations with me. But nothing could be remembered after I woke up from
sleep.
[The seer had no idea about the teacher’s name, but later on
he came to know that his name was Ramsevak which means ‘Hanumana’ of the
Ramayana. Instantly the meaning flashed in the seer’s mind—Oh! Hanumana means
the ‘Mahabayu’ or the great life power which descened in him, that means some
special realizations in ‘Descent’ may occur in him in future.]
Increase of spiritual
power with accompaniment
of devotees
210. 27th
December, 1976. Monday.
Early morning dream: I
had gone to Raghunath Sen’s residence at Taltala, Kolkata , where regular
spiritual discussions used to be occurred. I noticed that the room became full
of devotees and spiritual discussions were going on. Here the dream went off.
[Seeing so many devotees at the same time within the brain increases the brain
power of the seer]
Repeated accompaniment
with devotees
211. 1st
January, 1977. Saturday.
Early morning dream: A
continuous announcement was heard in the market behind my residence—‘The seer
has been awarded a presentation’. But what for and what was it, was unknown. The
announcement was repeated several times. Meanwhile my mother suddenly jumped
downwards from the top floor with an intention to go there. I became astonished
thinking that my mother instead of using steps went downwards in such a way !
After going down I noticed that nothing serious happened except a slight injury
in the waist. Then I took my mother on my lap to the top floor and thought that
with a slight medicine she would recover. The dream then went off.
[The present condition of the seer was revealed in the
dream—The award is given by God Himself for the seer’s present spiritual
condition. Mother symbolizes the body itself or Adyasakti. To drop down instead
of using steps indicates the descent condition in austerity of the seer—it is a
caution, means if the descent happens without proper stepping, this will be
harmful to the seer. So God gives caution to him]
Realization
of Vedanta – Dream and waking condition are same
212. 2nd
January, 1977. Sunday. Place:
Makardah, Howrah.
In reality in the early morning two devotees Anath Nath
Mondal and Arun Mukherjee were singing spiritual songs. I was hearing the songs
and gradually felt asleep. In dream I was hearing the same song and saw that
another old aged devotee Phanindra Nath Samaddar was leaving the room. At that
time it seemed to me that I was having a high pitched mental condition for
which I could not bear the songs. At this moment I woke up.
[The dream has revealed the condition of Phanindra Nath, as
well as that of the seer. At the same time the realization of Vedanta was also
revealed within the seer where the reality and dream become intermingled. This
is possible when the brain is free from any prejudices.]