Chapter -3
My first out of body
experience
It was an evening in the month of
Sept-Oct, 1956. The place was Durgapur of West Bengal
state in India. I was at that time
a 14 years boy studying in class-x. I was on the portico of our Quarter.
Suddenly my eyes became closed, I fell into a trance and gradually lost my body
sense. It seemed to me that my soul coming out my body was approaching towards
infinite galaxy. Everything including earth, stars etc were out of my mind and
reached a void zone. All on a sudden I got back my sense but could not fathom
what it was.
After long 20 years passing through
innumerable realizations, I realized that I had a jada Samadhi at that time. In
such a state the seer stands at the junction of death and life. Anybody at this
state generally crosses the door of life and enters death world. But if he has
the blessings of God he returns which happens in my case.
Later on I came to know that this
was the initiation of my divine life which flourished by the achievement of
God-the-Preceptor who always guided and taught me throughout my life in the
spiritual world.
After coming in contact with
Diamond my divine dreams started since 1959.
Appearance of Sri
Ramkrishna in dream and vision of my previous birth
1)
In my first dream in mid 1959 Sri Ramkrishna Deva appeared and seen
sitting on a cot in a hut. The dream then went off. I woke up, slept and dreamt
that Sri Ramkrishna was lying on a floor being attacked by cancer( In reality
it happened). The house was a two storied and seemed to be unknown. Sri Ramkrishna
was giving his blessings on numerous devotees and then turned towards me as if
with an intention that whatever I would want he was going to give it. But I
wanted nothing and kept silent. All on a sudden I saw the Holy goddess Kali at
the door in place of Sri Ramkrishna and then again was transformed into Sri
Ramkrishna. I narrated this dream to Diamond and he interpreted that It showed
my previous birth.
However, the striking feature was
that, in the year 1966, when I was posted in Govt service, I had to go to
Kashipur Udyanbati(garden house where Sri Ramkrishna was staying being attacked
by cancer and here he showered his blessings on all devotees) for some advisory
work on agriculture. Being there, I got surprised after seeing the house. The
same house with same doors and windows he saw in my dream in 1959.
After long years I realized that as
the whole universe including past, present and future is within our brain and
whenever required, it flashes in dreams. Thus annihilation of time and space
occurs.
My first achievement
of God the
Preceptor
2) In the last part of 1959,
I saw Diamond first in my dream. He was seated on his cot at his residence.
This was my achievement of God-the-Preceptor in the form of Diamond who guided and
taught me numerous lesions on yoga
throughout my life as will be revealed gradually .
My second experience
of near-death condition
3) In the year 1964, in my dream, I felt a
snake bite and realized that the death was knocking at the door. Surprisingly,
I felt no pain. When I was on the verge of death, suddenly my dream went off
and I woke up.
[The meaning of this dream
was realized after 10 long years when I understood that this was a touch of
‘Sthita samadhi’ when the scattered life-power within a human body gets
collected and assembled in the cerebrum and it gives the touch of death ,
though, by the grace of God-the Preceptor the seer. Overcomes death to attend a
new and higher spiritual life.
Then there was a long gap
for eight years. When I had no realizations except being busy with my service followed
by research work.
Then in the year 1972, one
dream completely changed my way of life and this will be an interesting story
in the world of divine dreams.]
Indication of my future
4) It was sometime in February-March, 1972, One
night I saw in a dream that one of my uncle I was telling me, ‘you will make
revolution in Agriculture; Here the dream went off .
[Firstly, I couldn’t grasp
the real meaning. But after four years, the meaning flashed in me like this; in
microcosm Agriculture means to cultivate a human body (land). After cultivation
crops are produced. So, after cultivation of the body by God, innumerable realizations
are grown within the body. The inner meaning is that in future the seer will
have numerous divine realizations by the grace of God.]
Then came the day which
became the turning point of my life.