Universal Austerity and Realizations
127.
25th May, 1976.
In the early morning
just at the moment of awakening the face of diamond's companion Khitish Chandra Roychoudhury
appeared in front of me and then vanished.
The realization
indicates that in future the seer may have the experience of universal
austerity as ‘Khitish’ means universalism.
Allurement
of women folks
128 . 26th May, 1976.
Early morning dream: I was traveling on a bus. Suddenly a married
woman sat beside me very intimately. I felt very uneasy. She was talking to
another man. Then when she was going to talk to me, she felt that I was not her
husband. So she suddenly got up and went away.
With a sense of relief I sat quietly. The dream went off. .
[The dream shows the
future life of the seer when there will be many allurements in his life but by
the grace of the Holy Ghost all will be removed. [In fact, the dream came true
in the life of the seer.]
Receiving
the blessings of
the Holy Ghost
129. 27th May, 1976,
Early morning dream: First I saw Dhirendra Nath Roy and many
other devotees. Then I saw that my Holy Ghost stood beside me. I was realizing
that this was the second life of the Holy Ghost after his demise.
The place was my working place in the garden
of the Agri-Horticultural Society of India, Kolkata. The Holy Ghost was saying
to me so many things and I went on listening to him fixing my eyes on the earth.
We were on a very easy mood. Suddenly I felt, oh! Why I had fixed my eyes on
the earth! I should fix my eyes on the Holy Ghost and listen to his sayings and
this would serve the purpose if I only looked at him. Realizing this I went on
looking at the Holy Ghost and listening to his words. The Holy Ghost was saying
all about yogas and I was asking questions now and then, though nothing I could
remember after the dream.
After a while the
Holy Ghost came to my house. Near a door of a room he was half lying resting
one of his hand on the cheek. I was also seated near his lap. Once my legs
unintentionally touched the Holy ghost’s body but I did not mind for it as I
was feeling myself like a child to him and his dearest one. At this moment one
of my uncles came inside the room and then left the room taking something in
his hand. I felt hurt thinking why my uncle remained emotionless even after
seeing Jibankrishna! Thereafter one of my aunty entered the room and I noticed that a thin net cover blocked the
eyes of the Holy Ghost (In reality the Holy Ghost used to describe this
phenomenon that whenever any woman folk used to come before him his eyes used
to be covered with a very thin net cover). Then my aunt left the room.
After a while the
Holy Ghost expressed his willingness to accompany me for lunch. I saw that my
mother entered the room with a plate full of food and the Holy Ghost said
something to her. Then he sat for eating. I said to my mother that I also would
take some food. My mother gave me a bowl of paios (a sweet dish made with rice,
sugar and milk). But surprisingly the Holy Ghost took the bowl from the seer
and started eating the paios. I observed that he was cherishing paios along with
bread. After finishing the dish he said to me, ‘I shall sleep with you’. I went
on thinking that this is a blocked room, how he would sleep with me! But the
Holy Ghost did not listen to me and decided to sleep with me and here the dream
went off.
[The long dream shows
that the Holy Ghost has a great fascination for the seer and continues to teach
the seer all about yogas.]
Merging
of dream into
reality
130. 30th
May, 1976. Place: Makardah, Howrah.
It was 4 A.M. Mr.
Indranath Mukherjee was reading the Bengali book ‘Dharma-O-Anubhuti’ (Written
by Jibankrishna or Diamond)), 3rd part after finishing Sri
Ramkrishna-Kathamrita. Sometimes I was
falling into sleep and sometimes I was in the awakening condition . During this
time I was hearing the reading of Mr. Mukherjee. Then once he fell into a deep
sleep and had a dream—I went out of Mr. Raghunath Sen’s residence at Taltala
after long discussions with many other devotees as usual practice and came
towards Esplanade. Mr. Mukherjee was
accompanying me and reading very loudly ‘Dharma-O-Anubhuti‘. I was hearing this
loud sound and thought—Oh! Why he is reading all these things so loudly among
so much crowd ! But Mr. Mukherjee continued reading near my ears. When I again
woke up, I was hearing the reading of Mr. Mukherjee inside the room. Again I
slept and again I had the same experience as before and wherever I was
going Mr. Mukherjee continued reading
near my ears. At last when I woke up finally, I heard that Mr. Mukherjee still
was continuing reading the book ‘Dharma O Anubhuti’.
[I realized that what Mr. Mukherjee was reading in
reality the same thing I was hearing even in dream.
Thus both dream and
reality merged inside me which is a symptom of a very highly powerful brain
power.]
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