Chapter 34
Accompany with devotees and spiritual practices
158. 19th August - 9th
September, 1976.
(a) Early morning dream: I was going towards the residence of
Raghunath Sen’s residence at Taltala. After reaching there I saw a room outside
and another inside unlike the reality. In the outside room Debkumar Chowdhury, a devotee was reading Sri
Sri Ramkrishna Kathamrita. There I saw
Arun Ghosh and many others . From there I entered the inside room which
was the original one like reality. There I saw many old devotees who used to go
to Jibankrishna regularly at Kadamtala, Howrah . The dream then went off.
[The dream
establishes the continuous spiritual practices of the seer.]
(b) I was having accompaniment with two
devotees named Anath Nath Mondal
and Arun Mukherjee at the residence of
Indranath Mukherjee at Makardah, Howrah. While having conversation with them,
another devotee, named Arun Ghosh entered the room with vegetables in a bag after
shopping. The dream went off.
[These regular
accompaniment with various devotees both in dream and reality increases the
spiritual power of the seer, as said by Jibankrishna long time back.]
Gaining
the blessings of
the Holy Ghost
- Continuity of dream
159. 5th September, 1976.
Early morning dream: Within the dream it seemed to me that Jibankrishna had again come back to life
after his demise and was residing at his previous residence at Kadamtala,
Howrah. I was having a sense of great joy. Finishing my works very fast I
started for Jibankrishna . The time was 9A.M. After reaching in front of Jibankrishna’s house, I noticed that cleaning
operations were going on after Jibankrishna;s fresh arrival . Dilip Mitra was
cleaning the floor with a broom . As soon as I entered the room, Jibankrishna,
with a very happy mood said to me, ‘Oh, you have come! After so many years you
have come!’
With my head placing
on floor paid his regard to Jibankrishna and placing his hand on my head poured
his blessings . After a while jokingly he said to me, ‘For so many years you
have forgotten me, how do you feel now’! In the same manner i answered, ‘Now I
am feeling how difficult task it is’! However, Jibankrishna was looking very
strong and robust. After this nothing was remembered and the dream temporarily
went off.
I again fell asleep
and had this dream—This was the second day after the first day’s visit to Jibankrishna by me and this time the visit
would not be temporary but permanently to stay with Jibankrishna. A bed was
ready in his room. Meanwhile I noticed that my next brother Asit and eldest
nephew Sanjay were present on the verandah. I thought whether I would bring
them to Jibnakrishna, but instantly it came in my mind, he might be disturbed,
because this was his bed time . Again it appeared in my mind, that they had
come to him and this would serve the purpose. The scene changed.
In the next scene I
saw Khagendra Nath Ghosh, a devotee, but this time he was without beard and
moustache and was seated. Seeing him I went on thinking — Oh! Ultimately he had
been here! Good grief ! Then I said to him, ‘at last you have come to us, it is
good, otherwise you have gone through so much austerity. Had you not come to us
, You would have some defects. Besides this in one of my previous dream Jibankrishna said to me with a great
disappointment—‘I told Khagen to come to Calcutta, but he didn’t (In reality he
said it long time back to Mr. Ghosh to come and settle at Calcutta for his
service, although Mr. Ghosh was already had his family at Sainthia of Birbhum
District) . After this the dream ended.
Attack
of animal passion
160. 7th September, 1976.
Early morning dream: In the first scene I saw myself lecturing to
an unknown person about Jibankrishna continuously.
In the next scene, I
saw as if I would go to a house. It seemed to be a boys’ hostel. When I started
for the house, thought that I should take some milk. But somebody said, there
was no necessity as plenty of milk were available there. Still I started with a
glass of milk, when I covered a little bit distance, saw a clock of goats came
over me. I began to drive them out with blows on them. One of them suddenly
bite on my buttock. I dropped the glass and tried to get rid of the goat and
with blazing sensation on my buttock I woke up.
[In reality the same
feeling of animal passion revealed in the dream. It was a very tough experience
to tolerate this kind of feelings, but with the grace of God-the-Preceptor all
these hazards are being removed.
The first scene of the dream indicates the
growing power of the seer to tell anybody about Jibankrishna , although the
seer has no attraction for this power.]
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