Spiritual Practices
through accompaniment of devotees
218 . 5th February,
1977. Saturday.
Early
morning dream: I again saw Dilip Ghosh
but nothing else could be remembered later on.
[Seeing
‘Dilip’ so frequently in dream may indicate something which may be understood
in future. ]
Realization of
Oneness
219
. 13th February. 1977.
Sunday.
Early
morning dream: Someone was saying about
some sayings of Jibankrishna, ‘this will
not stand’ ; A devotee named Anath Nath Mondal was seated in front . He was
quoting a saying of Jibankrishna ‘Women-folks
see me in dream by merely sitting at their homes’. I was surprised to hear the
voice of brother Anath when instead of his voice, I heard the voice of
Jibankrishna . Then I went on thinking with great surprise—Oh! Once this fact
happened in one my dream when I was talking about some spiritual aspects to
some persons, my voice was changed to Jibankrishna’s voice! Then I woke up.
[This
dream indicates that in future everything will seem Jibankrishna’s entity to
the seer and a great sense of Oneness will grow in him . Jibnakrishna used to
say, ‘You have achieved oneness but the sense still has not grown in you’.]
The Future
of Russia
220
. 15th February, 1977. Tuesday.
Early
morning dream: Someone had sent a
letter in an envelope to me and another unknown person said, ‘It seems, it has
come from Germany’. After opening the envelope I saw that one ex-prince of a
state of Russia had sent on order on five volumes of ‘Sri Ramkrishna
Kathamrita’ and other books on Sri Ramkrishna for the people of Russia. At that
moment I was thinking, ‘The base of Russia is very strong to receive such
thing’. At this moment my mother said, ‘then you have to send this order’. Just
then I was awakened.
[The
dream is an indication of a future when Russia will be enlightened with Sri
Ramkrishna and Jibankrishna’s cult.]
Indication of
achieving controlling power
through
austerity of
earth in future
221. 17th February, 1977. Thursday.
Early
morning dream: A huge building was seen
and I saw myself getting down stepwise through wooden steps on one side of that
building . After stepping down a few steps I saw one of my student named
Dharani who was requesting me to step down on the base. I saw a narrow river
flowing underneath and then getting down a few steps I noticed that 2 to 3
steps at the lowest level were broken. I thought that I could get down by
merely jumping on the floor when these steps were broken! At that moment
Dharani said, ‘It would serve the purpose as those steps would be repaired. Then
I thought, ‘Well, when these will be repaired I shell get down’. So I again went
to the roof top and there I saw many people having their meals and at the same
time saw a known lady Kalpana by name with whom I had some conversations , But nothing
could be remembered later on and then I woke up.
[The
meaning of the dream flashed thus in the brain immediately after the dream is
that there is a possibility of a special type of realization of the descent in
future, but in a proper time, as some cells of the descent state are not yet
suitable for such realization.
Secondly
‘Dharani’ means earth. He was saying that the steps would be repaired. It means
the seer may have the austerity of the last step i.e., austerity of earth which
means that the controlling power may be bestowed on the seer in future in
spiritual world.
Thirdly,
‘Kalpana’ means imagination and she was seen on the top floor—it means all the
individualistic realizations are imaginative which was surprisingly corroborated
and noted in the diary of Binay Mukhopadhyaya
where on 19.8.58, Jibankrishna was
saying—‘All the individualistic realizations are nothing but imagination’. I
would gradually realize that when this sense would grow in me, I would lose all
my attractions for these individualistic realizations which will be of no use.]