Chapter 58
Blessing of the
Holy Ghost upon the seer – awarding Ph.
D. Degree on spiritual
knowledge
267) 21st
October, 1977, Friday , Place: Makardah
(Howrah).
Early morning dream:
Dhirendra Nath Mondal had come to me and announced, ‘Jibankrishna has
told me that you have been awarded the Ph. D. Degree on Paravidya’ (Supreme
knowledge). Then the scene changed.
In the next scene I saw again, brother Dhiren telling
me, “Jibankrishna has told that he, (means the seer) has eaten much.” The dream then went off.
[The dream indicates two aspects: There will be further
spiritual development of the seer. Jibankrishna used to say that seeing of Atma
within the body meant passing of matriculation examination. And to eat too much
means to gain more spiritual realizations in future.]
Both dream
and reality are identical
268) 27th October, 1977. Thursday. Place: Makardah, Howrah.
In reality, on 26th October, in the residence of
Indranath mukherjee a companion of Jibankrishna I was preparing myself for
night sleep. Brother Asim was also supposed to sleep with me. On both sides of
the big cot there were two head pillows leaving the middle portion vacant.
I was jokingly telling
brother Asim, ‘We shall comfortably lie on both sides of the cot, and if
Jibankrishna lies between us, it will be very nice’. Then we slept.
In the early morning I dreamed; I was seated on one side of
the cot, on the right side someone was seated and in front Jibankrishna along with
Vinay Mukherjee were seated. Jibankrishna was discussing on certain spiritual
topics in a very simple manner, although nothing was kept in the memory
afterwards.
Mr Mukherjee was saying, ‘ We explain the topics so
elaborately but you explain in so simple manner!’ Then Mr Mukherji was going to
say something more, but Jibankrishna without paying any attention to him,
continued with his explanation.
After this, I noticed that on the same cot and with the same
arrangements as in reality where both tbrother Asim and I were lying,
Jibankrishna lied down in between us and began to narrate his previous life’s
incidents in a funny way with open hearted laughing. Once he mentioned one
incident about Kesto Maharaj (His old companion). All his talking, behavior
seemed so easy and charming which is beyond any description.
At this moment, I was turning to my right side, and in my
half-conscious state I felt that as if Jibankrishna was still lying between us.
Thereafter I got back my full sense and woke up. It was then 3 A.M
[the dream indicates that at one stage there is no difference
between reality and dream. This stage is of very high ranking in the spiritual
world.]
Increase of
brain power and
destruction of
animal passion
by the grace
of Adyasakti or Holy Mother
269) 28th
October, 1977, Friday. Place: Makardah, Howrah.
Early morning dream:
For a long time had been seeing many devotees of Jibankrishna, specially
Raghunath Sen. Sometimes Iwas waking up. At last I saw that some big monkeys
were frisking on the top shoots of trees.
After this, I saw a Robot who broke the head of a
bear into pieces, as it was coming to attack me. I had another beast as
companion and my mother ordered the Robot
to kill that beast also. The Robot broke the head of that beast and threw
inside a dustbin. Then I woke up.
The dream indicates two aspects: i) Seeing
so many devotees within the dream the brain power of the seer was increasing
and (ii) By the grace of the body or
Adyasakti, the animal passion of the seer was going to be destroyed.
Indication of a new
phase of austerity
270) 5th
November, 1977, Saturday.
Early morning dream:
I was preparing boiled rice. After a long time one of my uncle
(Joytilal) told me, ‘The rice was being over boiled? I answered, ‘Then I shall
eat that’ and after this the dream went off.
The dream means that the brain cells have become very
soft for further new realization. Rice means brain cells and to eat means to
have realizations.