JIBANKRISHNA OR DIAMOND THE HOLY GHOST AND MY DIARY OF DIVINE DREAMS

Chapter 26

                                         

ACHIEVEMENT  OF  GODHOOD

118.   3^rd May, 1976.  

Early morning dream:   I am scolding a familiar person as he is giving a wrong interpretation on religion. My facial appearance was completely changed, My entity seemed to be like God. Meanwhile an unknown person came and said to me, ‘You have become God, still why are you saying in this manner’? But I did not listen to this and continued to scold that person and then the dream was off.

[The dream indicates the condition of the seer that he has achieved the God –

hood as is confirmed by an unknown person or God Himself.]

DESTRUCTION  OF  OLD  PREJUDICES  AND  INDICATION

OF  NEW  REALISATIONS

119.     6^th May, 1976.   

Early morning dream:  A very huge building was seen. I used to reside at the top floor of that building . Some people came carrying a locker for me to keep in that room.  When I was going to enter the room, I felt the existence of a ghost in the room. At the first instance I became a little bit frightened, but ultimately I overcame it and entering the room began to scold the ghost to get out of the room. While scolding spontaneous uttering of the word ‘Jibankrishna’ use to occur within my body. Then the ghost gets out of the room. Here the dream is off.

[The dream indicates that all the past prejudices which are symbols of ghost are                                       

 eliminated from my mind  and more and more new realizations will occur in future ]

VISION OF OTHER’S CONDITIONS AND SHOWER OF THE BLESSINGS OF HOLY GHOST

 120.     7^th May, 1976.  

Early morning dream:  I got the news that Diamond (Jibankrishna) had come again to his residence at Kadamtala, Howrah. It seemed even within the dream that the Holy Ghost appeared again after his demise. I was living in my old residence at Kadamtala (When I used to reside from 1953 to 1962 when Diamond was alive and used to reside near our house). As soon as the news came I prepared myself for going to Kadamtala.At the time of going out it seems to me—Oh! It was out of my knowledge that Diamond has come! Otherwise I would have gone earlier. However at about 5-45 p.m. I had gone out for Diamond. As after long years I was going to his place, I cannot just remember where was the exact lane, but notice that the road is blocked in front. So I again came back and as soon as came near the lane, as if somebody pull me inside the lane and put me in front of Diamond’s room. There I saw Sudhindra Nath Sinha and  Indranath Mukherjee sitting inside the room . There were no other devotees. Mr. Mukherjee was reading Sri Sri Ramkrishna Kathamrita and Diamond was sitting on the floor near the door. I noticed that still then no arrangement was made for the cot and even his luggage did not reach. I was thinking that after so long years he had come, would he recognize me! But as soon as I reached the balcony and stood on the lane, Diamond exclaimed, ‘Oh! Come, come!’ Mr. Mukherjee said to  Diamond indicating me, ‘He is having plenty of realizations’. Hearing this Diamond said, ‘Oh! It is quite obvious that he is having plenty of realizations. He will have more and more realizations in future—He will have more!’ Hearing this my body sparkled. At this moment I noticed that Diamond’s body became much stronger. When, standing on the lane I touched my head on the balcony, with great affection Diamond  touched his hand on my head  and poured his blessings upon me. Mr. Mukherjee then made me a place to sit. Both of them then had gone inside the house for some purposes.  After taking Kathamrita  (The Gospel of Sri Ramkrishna) I was going to start reading but failed to find out the same chapter which had so long been read by Mr. Mukherjee . Diamond said, ‘Well, let it be’. Then he started telling spiritual conditions of others. At the first instance he told me about  Sudhindra Nath Sinha—‘Well , you look after Sudhin’. I informed him about his family trouble going on at present  (In reality it was so). I said, ‘See, brother Abala (Mr. Abala Kanta Dutta) sometimes becomes  depressed and then again becomes alright’. He said, ‘He is not supposed to be in such condition’! Then he spoke about Mr. Khagendra Nath Ghosh of Sainthia, Birbhum, ‘Once I told him to come to Calcutta, but he did not do (In reality he said to Mr. Ghosh to reside at Calcutta). I became more curious about hearing many other’s spiritual conditions from his mouth, but suddenly the dream was off.

[In this dream the spiritual conditions of some devotees are revealed to the seer by the grace of God-the-Preceptor and at the same time the blessings of the Holy Ghost pour upon the seer indicating his achievement of more and more realizations in future.]