Chapter 39
Reality
and dream are
identical 182. 23rd October, 1976.
Early morning
dream: Arun Ghosh brought the cream of
milk for feeding me. I told him to keep it as I would eat it after sometime due
to my hastiness for going to Mr. Raghunath Sen’s house at Taltala where many
devotees used to gather frequently for spiritual discussion.
In the mean time Mr.
Ghosh asked me what was the reason for my absence at Makardh on 21st
October, where many devotees gathered. I answered that due to illness I could
not go there (In reality the same thing happened). Then the dream went off.
Here the dream and
reality all became identical which is the realization of Vedanta.
Hints
for removal of
Nature’s obstacle
183.
25th October, 1976.
Early morning dream: I was saying something about Jibankrishna to my father and a great force
was coming out from my inside. Suddenly one of my sister named Prakriti (Nature),
who had been standing beside unnoticed, was about to say something and my
lecture was obstructed. I got furious and with a great snub, blew on her face
loosening some of her teeth . I then said, ‘While saying anything about Jibankrishna
such type of obstructions would result such consequences. After a while when
again I met his sister said to her, you should not make such type of obstructions
and if this happens I would even kill you’, although there was no anger in my
mind during that time.
The dream indicates
that no obstructions will come during my austerity in future.
Vision
of Future
and elimination of
doubt
about
previous dream with narration
184.
26th October, 1976.
Early morning
dream: The first scene was Mr. Raghunath
Sen’s room at Taltala, (where regular spiritual discussions are being held
among the devotees) Kolkata .At this moment one of my old school mate(1956 A.D)
Atulesh by name came and was seated and with a great respect began to listen
to Jibankrishna’s sayings. I became too
much astonished and then watched that many of my College mates also had come
there and listening with great regard to the discussions about Jibankrishna, and then I woke up.
I again felt asleep
and this time saw in dream discussing with many devotees about Jibankrishna and narrating to someone about
the vision in trance seen on 4th July,1976 in which my life was
transformed into a point . The listener asked, ‘How did you feel at that time’?
I answered, ‘I was transformed into a point without any body-sense. There was
no world and nothing else in the sense’. The dream then went off.
In reality I had a
doubt about my previous vision in trance about Viswarup Darshan (The whole
Universe in the body) whether it was an imagination or real spiritual
visualization, but in dream God eliminated my doubt . This is the way the Holy
Ghost teaches the seer.
The dream also
indicates that in future the philosophy and influence of Jibankrishna will
spread among school and college students.
[ It happened when
innumerable students at Bolpur, Birbhum District began to see Jibankrishna in dreams .]
Visualisation
of Future
185. 31st October, 1976.
Early morning
dream: I was going somewhere by bus.
Meanwhile one unknown fellow sat on a sit after 2-3 passengers beside me and
began to recite the name of ‘Jibankrishna’. Hearing this I became astonished and went on
thinking—He is a quite unknown person, how he could know the name of
Jibankrishna! Then again it came in my mind—no! There are so many persons
unknown to us, where Jibankrishna has become manifested without our knowledge.
With these thoughts
I had in my mind to talk to the person, but the fellow got down from the bus
and the dream went off.
This dream indicates
that in reality this may happen in future. [In the long run it happened in many
occasions.]
Accompaniment with devotees
and spiritual practice
186.
2nd November, 1976, Tuesday.
Early morning dream: I had gone to the residence of Khagendra Nath
Ghosh at Sainthia, Birbhum, District(West Bengal) accompanied by Dhiren Mondal,
a devotee and my next brother Asit, But very few conversations were held
between Mr. Ghosh and me . Once he said, he saw in one of his dream that my elder
brother’s wife was licking something in a bowl. I said that he saw the same
dream. However I told Mr. Mondal that I would return the next day and he also
agreed. Then I woke up.
[In dream the seer
has in this way regular practice about spiritualism].