Chapter 40
Atma
is devoid of
any crime
187. 3rd November, 1976.
Wednesday,
Before going to bed
at night, I had one question in my mind—what will happen if I do any crime?
With this thought I went into a trance and saw that different types of crimes
were coming to touch me. Instantly I went on thinking—well all these cannot
touch me! Then and there I felt that my life force in concentrated form had
reached my cerebrum and I had no body sense. During that period I realized that
no such crime would touch me and then suddenly with a great jerk of my head I
woke up.
[This realization
taught me a lesson that no crime could touch me].
Achievement
of the state of ‘beyond attributes’
188. 5th November, 1976. Friday,
Early morning dream: I was observing a good number of bunches of
big white brinjals (Egg plants) and thinking with admiration—oh! What lovely
brinjals! I also intended to pick up those brinjals.
Then I saw that
Madan Koley, a devotee of Jibankrishna was limping and going somewhere with
injured legs.
Then the dream went
off.
[The first scene
indicates that the seer has attained the condition of a pure soul . The second
scene shows that the seer is going to have a minimum physical attachment. Here
white brinjal means beyond all attributes and Madan, according to Hindu
religion is the God of lust].
Realization
on sense of ‘oneness’
and blessing
of
Holy mother Mother or Adya
Sakti
189. 7th November, 1976.
Sunday.
Early morning dream: I had gone to the residence of Jitendra Nath
Bairagi, a devotee at Howrah. His brother told me that his elder brother fell
sick some days back. I noticed Mr. Bairagi lying on bed and began to weep after
seeing his condition . Mr. Bairagi also began to weep. I started passing my
hand on Mr. Bairagi’s legs. He narrated many of his dreams to the seer. As I
was patting my hands on the legs, it seemed to me as if I was patting my hand
on the legs of Jibankrishna.
After a while I saw
my mother who told me to put off the dresses as Mr. Bairagi had an infectious disease.
So in spite of my unwillingness I had to put on new dresses and then I woke up.
[This was the third
time I saw Mr. Bairagi in dream and a great attraction for him grew up in me
for which I went to Mr. Bairagi in reality and got his article on his first
meeting with Jibankrishna with realizations . Besides this the dream indicates my
future picture when I shall feel other devotees as Jibankrishna in reality . jibankrishna once
said, ‘A day will come when you will meet any of my devotees or any other
persons who has seen me within themselves, you will see me instead of them.
The next scene
indicates that I will have more and more new realizations by the blessings of
Adya Sakti in future.
Indication
of Descent below
waste
190. 10th November, 1976.
Wednesday.
Early morning dream: A huge and a very high rise building l was seeing. I was going
upwards inside the building as if I would take a class of the students, but
could not find the room. Then I reached the top floor, but could not find
anybody. From there I looked up and saw the blue sky and then noticed that in
the opposite direction the steps went down.
I saw a student named Kanai standing at the bottom. I went down and
after a conversation with him again went up. While going up, looking down my
head whirled due to the extreme height. After a while I crossed Kanai and
stepping down to a lower zone saw a floor where I found the class room full of
students and entered there to take the class. The dream then went off.
The dream is an
indication that the austerity of the descent within the seer happened in embryo
. The huge house is a symbol of the body of the seer with great spiritual
capacity. Kanai is the name of Lord Krishna who had austerity in descent up to
his waste. Here the seer crossed down Kanai which means the seer had the
descent up to waste and will have further austerity. Through him the student
community will have spiritual manifestation according to their body capacity.
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