Chapter 25
TRANSFORMATION INTO DIAMOND
Today again I had a realization in reality. After waking up,
I felt that my eyes had become the eyes of Jibankrishna or Diamond the Holy Ghost.
This condition persisted for a long time.
[This realization indicates that in future the seer will see
everything in the eyes of Diamond.]
ACHIEVEMENT OF SOLO LIFE
114, 26th April, 1976.
Early morning dream :
I got the information that Diamond had come again after his demise to
his residence at Kadamtala. Many people were going to meet him. My father had
already gone to him and made comments after returning, ‘Oh! What I saw! I never
thought of it’! Saying this he was about to go for another work, but I
prevented him and started talking about God to him. I also noticed that my
friend Nisith Bairagi,(who took me to
Jibankrishna in early life had also gone to Diamond. I asked him, ‘Were there
any of his companions’? He said, ‘all new people’. I asked, ‘Had he recognized
you. As because he had returned after so long years’? He said, ‘Yes he
recognized me’. Again I asked. ‘How did you see him’? He answered, ‘Just like a
boy, there was no sign of old age’.
After this conversation, I thought whether Arun Ghosh had
gone to him, because he was supposed to go . But immediately some thoughts came
in my mind—‘If I go to him, I shall remain there forever, I shall not go
anywhere’. But again I thought—‘Oh! Afterall Jibankrishna is our own man, of
course I have to go to him, but I have to go to office to-day’! But instantly I
said to myself—‘Hang it! Let everything be left, I shall go to him and remain
forever’. While thinking all these, a sense of hilarity was playing in my mind
and body, as because Jibankrishna had again come back after his demise, just
like the resurrection of Jesus Christ.
But ultimately I could not see him. The dream went off.
[ Here the dream indicates that the seer, in future may lead
a life with Jibankrishna only
Furthermore such long lasting and frequent accompaniment of the Holy
Ghost is giving new spiritual energy to the seer and a feeling is always
playing in his mind— a sound ‘Jibankrishna’ is emerging not only from his body
but also from the whole universe. This type of feeling along with a continuous
hilarity persisted for a month and then subsided down.]
INDICATION FOR ELIMINATION OF ADDICTION OF WEALTH
115. 27th
April, 1976.
Early morning dream:
I saw a very peculiar scene: A Marwari lady residing in a house in front
of our residence came at the edge of their roof and suddenly dived with her
head downwards. Then and there I heard a cracking sound of her head and body.
Many people witnessed this incident but I sat unconcerned and emotionless. Here
the dream went off. I woke up. But for a long period this cracking sound
persisted in my ear.
[ Here the Marwari
lady represents money which is detrimental to Yoga . Therefore, the Holy Ghost
will eliminate these hazards from the life of the seer so that he may have
scopes for more spiritual realizations.]
INDICATION OF REALIZATIONS
OF ASCENT IN
FUTURE
116. 29th
April, 1976.
Early morning dream:
I had gone to Khagendra Nath
Ghosh’s ( Diamond’s companion) house . In the next scene I observed a huge
mound. I went to the top of the mound and then through the other side I began
to get down and reached a point from where the place was very steep. I did not
dare to get down with a fear that I might
slip down. I waited for a few moments and saw many young boys at the
base. Suddenly I noticed that a path for going down was automatically made and
I went down immediately.
[The dream indicates
that the passage for descent (Nigam) becomes automatically clear for the seer
for which he will have more and more realizations in descent during his
austerity.]
ELIMINATION OF BAD QUALITIES FROM THE CEREBRUM
117. 1st May,
1976.
Early morning dream:
I was severely undergoing vomiting and loose motion. Some people took me
to hospital. I am surprised why did they take me to hospital! It seemed that I was
attacked by Cholera. The Doctor came and gave injection. Thereafter I was
released from the hospital. Here the dream was off.
[In reality also I had loose motion and feared about
Cholera. But afterwards the condition became normal.
When new spiritual phases come this condition comes as it came
in the life of Jibankrishna on 3rd June, 1958, when the
individualism entered into universalism in him . Here in the seer there may be
a change in his spiritual condition and moreover his restless condition gradually
comes down to calmness.]
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