Chapter – 57
Indication of
the vastness of the cerebrum
and
fulfilment of
austerity in Descent
261) 21st
September, 1977, Wednesday.
Early morning dream:
I was seeing the lower inside part of my brain with large capacity.
Afterwards I noticed that a mouse jumped and pushed against the portion of the
cerebrum where visualization of ‘Atma took place in case of Jibankrishna. The
thrush was so intense that my head was shaken even during the sleep and as a result
I woke up.
The dream reveals the huge brain capacity in the
spiritual world. The thrush by the mouse in the lower region of the cerebrum
indicates that the passage in descent became clear. The same indication about
the seer’s austere in descent was revealed in the previous dream.
Attainment of ‘Brahmananda’ or
divine bliss
262) 25th
September, 1977, Sunday . Place : Ghatsila .
Early morning dream:
I saw Ananda Mohan Ghosh singing with the words
‘Ananda’.’Ananda’(‘Joy’,’Joy’). Thereafter I began to sing ‘Brahmananda’ etc.
(Divine bliss) and then I woke up.
The dream shows the existence of the seer within
divine joy(Ref: Dharma O Anubhuti’, page – 4 - great joy - Attainment of
Satchidananda condition).
Conglomeration of
life and death—Future
possibility of
attaining the same
sense
263) 26th
September, 1977, Monday. Place : Ghatsila .
Early morning dream:
I was continuously uttering. ‘Life and death are the same, there is no
difference between life and death’. While saying these I woke up .
The feeling is the repetition of the dream seen on
20/8/77 which indicates that in future the seer will have this feeling
permanently.
Shower of
grace by the Holy Ghost
264) 30th
September, 1977, Friday.
Early morning dream:
I was seated on the floor of Jibankrishna’s residence at Kadamtala,
Howrah. He was seated on his cot. One devotee named Promod was seated just
below the picture of Sri Ramkrishna Deva hung on the wall. Jibankrishna handed
over the book ‘Sudha Kumbha” written by a devotee named Dilip Ghosh. I said to
him, ‘I shall read it’. But he then handed over another thick book to me to read.
It seemed that he gave it to me for ready reference.
After a while Jibankrishna began to apply ‘Saakti’
(transmitting spiritual power to others by touch of hand or hug) to Promode and
he then fell into half consciousness due to ecstasy with shedding tears from
eyes. I realized that Jibankrishna showered grace upon that devotee. After this
incident I began to read. At this moment my dream was off.
By giving the books to the seer for reading the Holy
Ghost showered his grace upon the seer. The dream also reveals the spiritual
condition of Promode, although it is not so superior in quality.
Blessings of
the Holy Ghost upon
the devotee
265) 4th
October, 1977, Tuesday.
Early morning dream:
Mr. Deb Kumar Choudhury, a devotee of Jibankrishna, was telling me very
cheerfully, ‘I have a dream on Sri Jibankrishna’. Saying this he was narrating
the dream and then the dream went off.
The meaning of the dream is the same as the previous
one, that means the blessings of the Holy ghost were pouring upon the devotees
along with the seer also because everybody is ‘One’ as because the ‘Self’ or
Atma or Soul is one.
Achievement
of fearlessness and
accompaniment
with devotees
266) 7th
October, 1977, Friday.
Early morning dream:
I saw an ox roaming on the street. I was standing there wearing a maroon
color trouser. Somebody said, ‘The ox is coming to push with horns’. It seemed
to me that as if it was coming to push me and its motive also seemed to be like
that. I told the unknown person, ‘I wear a red trouser and for that reason it
may push me’. But he said, ‘This is not red, but maroon’. At that moment I noticed
a house and from the back side of that house I went upstairs and became
relieved. Just at that moment I saw the Ex-Maharaj kumar of Burdwan named
Abhaychand who was familiar to me in reality. I saw Abhaychand in my previous
dreams two three times. Then I went on discussing with him on spiritual aspects.
Gradually many devotees of Jibankrishna came to join the discussion and here
the dream went off .
The after effect of this dream was thus: A feeling of
leaving the body became very intense within me intending to live alone without
the accompaniment of anybody. Even I could not tolerate any spiritual
discussion. My mind was intending to enter the death region which I experienced
in some of my previous dreams and meditations. To divert this attitude I was
keeping myself busy with other activities. It was not known when this feeling
would be eliminated
‘Abhay’ means without fear.
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